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    【寂寞……】

      化作芭蕉雨,叶叶心心,点滴霖霪,凄凄惨惨戚戚,个中泪尽;

      化一道苍凉的手势,无言轻叹,弦乐影婆娑,慕尘世,繁华似锦多,笑痴人才说寂寞;

      寂寞是昏黄的路灯、寂寞是午夜的香烟、寂寞是迷朦雨幕中的伞、寂寞是布满灰尘的行囊;

      寂寞是突如其来的寂静、寂寞是人与人之间的隔绝、寂寞是一件既憎恶却又享受的东西。

      如果一个人喜欢与寂寞打交道,或者说寂寞已经在这个人的身体里,占据了相当的领地,而且还不断地扩展,这个人的精神堡垒离倒塌就不远了。

      寂寞是柔软的,寂寞像温水,像轻风,你感觉不到它,在这个充满坚硬物质的世界里,它的确是微不足道的。然而寂寞本身却是敏感的,它像个不知疲倦的行者,辛劳地寻找着自己的寄居地。它像一汪清泉似的,不经意地浸润着你的身体,当你从内心深处发出一声叹息的时候,你这才意识到,寂寞已经无可挽回地侵占了你的精神世界。

      寂寞像魔鬼一样,会附着于你的躯体,驱之不尽,它像轻风一样悄悄吹来,它又像盔甲一样包裹着你的身体。

      寂寞与孤独不同,孤独充满了不幸,孤独陪伴着你的生活;而寂寞,它悄无声息,在夜深人静的时候,或你不得不独处时,它便会悄然而至。随之会让你浮想世上所有的事物,可以是未来的假想,可能就是现实的无奈,甚至是关于死亡。

      夜深了,躺下,又起床,原本已经睡下的本本又重新被我唤醒,已经整整半年多没有踏足此地,想必这里也充满了寂寞的气息。幸好,这里的背景是黑色的,笑容藏在背后并不会让它所打败,可惜笑容终究不得见天日了。曾经想过一种傻到极度的想法,不知为什么最近又死灰复燃,死的感觉真的会给自己去选择它的动力么?哦不,但愿这一切都不会发生在自己身上。这个世界上,人生太短,人情太杂,气氛太寂。现实与寂寞在自己身上扮演着截然不同的两个角色,内心依然是寂寞的,只是加以修饰的外表看起来充其量只是一个小丑,所以小丑是孤独的,人类享受着它的美好,它却享受着人类给予它的寂寞。二十年来,没有太多的热闹与喧闹,剩下的只是默默的东西,我想我一辈子会是这样么?正如那清晨的道路,或许白天的车流能够掩盖夜晚的寂寞,而寂寞却吸引不来那喧嚣的车流。

      夜晚的西北风夹杂着还未褪色的秋意,我很可怜,我没有任何朋友,没有任何倾诉的对象,没有人能明白我,我一无所有,我只有消亡,连上帝都会嘲笑我的可怜,我还能做什么?

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